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Kill Her Freak Out
04:20
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They're gonna have a baby
I'm thinking about Texas
I dreamt I was pregnant
I woke up with my guard down
You were next door with Gigi
Cocktails for breakfast
Walking her groceries back to the main house You kissed her fragile hands in the sunlight
Cried in my arms and woke up in the backyard And when you get passive I like to imagine you listening to worship songs on your iPod
I've never been this bad
Can I tell you something?
I've never felt so unworthy of loving
I hope you marry the girl from your hometown and I'll fucking kill her
and I'll fucking freak out
I've got a letter still in my backpack
its from the St Paul Police Department
they wanna give me my state ID back
they gave me a number but I haven't called it remember we searched all night when I lost it? I thought about lying when I found my passport cuz I would've stayed kinda drunk and afraid in your room till I died in your room if you asked for it
I've never been this bad
Can I tell you something?
I've never felt so unworthy of loving
I hope you marry the girl from your hometown and I'll fucking kill her
and I'll fucking freak out
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2. |
Charm You
02:41
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getting all lit up about the outdoor malls
baby let me show you the synthetic pond
couldn't we believe it was the hand of god
making water boogie to a Ke$ha song
you are so disarming with your honest smile tepidly confessing that you swallowed a fly
i just saw my whole life flash before your eyes
and i don't wanna charm anyone this time
kissing you would be kissing on the USA
I'd be so afraid of what your daddy'd say
i could fetishize you for the whole damn day
flying while i'm lying that i hate LA
what if we could shut up for an hour or two
quiet, memorizing what the people do w
ouldn't have to try and find myself in you
I don't wanna charm you
i don't wanna make you mine
half life of my mystifying
isn't long enough for trying
i don't wanna charm anyone this time
i don't wanna make anybody mine
mostly it's just I don't wanna end up crying
I don't wanna charm you
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3. |
Pink Balloon
02:16
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your mom keeps threatening suicide on holidays
your sister's in LA making dinner with fresh produce
and whether it's a fallacy
you sing of love persistently
sometimes when you sing to me
i still believe i know you
how am i supposed to wanna hear it anymore?
i'm trying to make you laugh
sweating like an acrobat
sometimes i speak on your behalf
i'm nervous on a full moon
when they can see it in your eyes
that you're about to hit the sky
i'm hanging on the line that ties me to your pink balloon
how am i supposed to wanna hold it anymore?
i know exactly when it turned into an accident in the bathroom, it was in the stars or wine or it was late but i must've let you down
cuz somewhere between then and now
i broke a promise that i didn't even know i made
how are you supposed to wanna love me anymore? how are you supposed to wanna love me anymore?
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4. |
Mad At Me
03:38
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couldn't afford to
why would I want to
pick up the glass I'm stepping around?
you shut the door
as soon as I whispered
"do you ever wish you weren't a coward? "
are you still mad at me?
are you still mad at me?
hiding is easy
it's like a daydream
you can be nowhere all the time
hurts to be somewhere
cuz you gotta stay there
after you say what's on your mind
are you still mad at me?
are you still mad at me?
i don't wanna know i don't
i don't wanna know anymore
i don't wanna know i don't
anymore
anymore
(papa mbye)
why you gotta stay so private
everything you think so violent
so violent
I kept it right behind us
and I shouldn't have to sit around here,
watch you play with fire
that bitter taste
so so sweet
so full of memories
hey John Doe, notice me
clear the cache
watch your feet
keep going on,
and on,
and on
and on
are you still mad at me?
are you still mad at me?
i don't wanna know i don't
i don't wanna know anymore
i don't wanna know i don't
anymore
anymore
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5. |
Sea Lions
05:19
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screaming porn kills love
outside your window with the adventists
i know it's wrong
can't remember how i got like this
you said when i come on the radio it makes you wanna die well if i shut up can i come inside?
i don't wanna talk
i don't ever wanna work it out
we're too far gone
i just wanna see your house
you're looking at me like i'm the stranger here i'm as strange as i'm standing in your mirror
i'll remember it june, 7pm
getting pasta watch your
screensaver sea lions swim
wear my hat that you hate to the
party and laugh at the movie posters
we'll never be like those lucky poseurs
why's your phone going to voicemail?
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6. |
To Me It Was
03:59
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everything with David is totally fine
don't freak out it's gonna be alright
you didn't say anything weird i promise
but maybe you didn't need tequila for this
trying to drown in the fountain of youth
how does anybody know when they're telling the truth?
i don't remember why i'm saying sorry
but let's connect at the after party
to me it was a good time
to me it was a good time
never enough if you're always too much
a couple bald men fighting over a brush
so you were bullied in high school and you're looking for payback
like finding a needle in a stack of needles
come on baby, tell it again
every single thing has already been said
and how much better can anything get
than sitting on your porch remembering it?
to me it was a good time
to me it was a good time
Jesus, let me take the wheel
aren't you getting tired of all these people
your 15 minutes have become eternal
from publishing post mortem journals
your makeups running, American Honey
dancing to pour some sugar on me
there might not be a second coming
that doesn't mean it was all for nothing
to me it was a good time
to me it was a good time
to me it was a good time
to me it was
to me it was
to me it was
to me it was
(sittoo)
hi sami, this is Sittoo Samia
I am so proud that you are carrying my name
here's a little song that my Sittoo sang to me when I was a child I love to sing it to you, even when you're away from me
it reminds me so much of my Sittoo
I wish you could have met her, she was a woman ahead of her time she taught me many things, but mainly, how to love and be proud to be a woman
here's the song she sang to me:
Sami, Sami, Sam-Soumi
Samia helwe w mahdoumi
Allah ykhalele yaki
Enti rouhi w uyouni
Sami, Sami, Sam-Soumi
Samia helwe w mahdoumi
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7. |
Breathing Song
03:13
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your friends were so scary
i wish you were more like them
it was just like a movie
you carried me up into to your room
raggedy ann legs
i said can i just sleep on the air bed?
no no no
drove me from the bar
straight to the ER
while i bled on your car
the doctor was mean
but you called him a dumbass
you waited there all night
and then you said sorry
and it wasn't mine, right?
no no no
no no no
shouldn't have picked up
your logic was giant
rendered me on my way and quiet
and i loved coming over
cuz it felt like dying
and after you finished
you asked if i was crying
no no no
no no no
we played the greek theater
you would've loved it
noah said can i ask about something
so i tried to tell him
mostly from your side
and then i stopped breathing
so we did an exercise
4 in 6 out
"samia why would it
matter what happened
after you said"
no no no
no no no
no no no
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8. |
Honey
03:23
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got a good feeling about this weekend
do you wanna go to baby's?
it's been a long week and I don't want to think
and Porches is playing
i've got my girls and a hopeful heart
we're singing along, "can you do no harm?"
whatever you want it's at the bar
nobody's gonna tell you who you are
it's all
honey, honey
it's all honey
i wanna go to the beach and die on the beach
i wanna be a mermaid
not scared of sharks not scared to be naked
i'm not scared of another day
from under here all you can hear is the distant boom of the hells angels
from under here all you can fear is being saved and being wakeful
it's all
honey, honey
it's all honey
i'm gonna wear a little black dress in the middle of the street take my picture
and if you give me a beer i'll forget to watch what i eat and i don't care
all you can do from this hotel room is fantasize
all you can do when he needs you is close your eyes
it's all honey, honey
it's all honey
it's all honey, honey
it's all honey
it's all honey, honey
it's all honey
it's all honey, honey
it's all honey
it's all honey, honey
it's all honey
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9. |
Nanana
03:44
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trying not to cry while
the choir sings Bleak Mid Winter
cuz they believe in something
standing with your dad
posing for the photo
i'm so surprised they love me
you're my favorite friend
maybe when we're older
it'll still be like this
nanana you might be right
but nothings going to change my mind
meredith is bathing abby in the sink and he keeps on saying my name
chris said that god gives you another brick for the wall each time your heart breaks
did you know aspen grove is 40 thousand trees with the same foundation?
some people see a cobweb hanging in the window but you see a constellation
nanana they might be right
but nothings gonna change your mind
and nothings gonna change my mind
hit it boys
(boys)
nanana they might be right
but nothings gonna change my mind
and nothings gonna change your mind
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10. |
Amelia
03:41
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who's that
shadow kicking sunset?
running up with Muriel to catch the last song Carolina in the springtime
Caleb at the fire pit scaling the beyond
all i'm running with, babe, is a blank slate towards the ocean fuck your rear view
there's no room to shoulder hindsight where we're going
huh, delight
to live another night
huh, delight
delight
Amelia
she's giving me that half smile
she knows something about me i do not know
and behind her
you can see the sun
reaching its long fingers
into a chokehold
she's shuffling between the strobes
sucking up and rolling the globe
i'm like how'd you get your leg so high up
fuck
delight, to live another night
huh, delight
delight
walking into the middle of the party
i'm writing a poem somebody stop me
simmer, wet as the LA river
me and all my friends are up late bonding
i can feel the earth it's shaking underneath my shoes oh my god
there's nothing quite like doing what you came to do percolating,
breathing, dancing, dying
huh
delight
to live another night
huh, delight
delight
delight
percolating, breathing, dancing, dying
huh
delight
to live another night
huh, delight
delight
delight
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11. |
Dream Song
03:46
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firefly night platform shoes
red light you were right
only big as my tequila cup
in the water with the bugs
sit on it and zip it up
you can think of everyone
and still only be staring at them
but you get your dreams for free
you get your dreams for free
you get your dreams for free
swimming to the other side
someday i'm gonna
when i finally forgive myself
i'll be tired and sunburnt
tripping over spanish moss again
today is all of it
there are six minutes of brain activity
after the body's dead
cuz you get your dreams for free
you get your dreams for free
you get your dreams for free
ferris wheel
sun in the sky
i believe you
and i know why
CPR, an iron lung
feedback loop
biting my tongue
mother nature wipe us out
grand prize, we tried
put a stick on it and
build a coliseum
watch them bleed into the night
are you scared to die?
the trick is don't arrive
you can see it in your daughters eyes
that's the purpose and the price
and she gets her dreams for free
she gets her dreams for free
she gets her dreams for free
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